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The reason why I was keeping looking for jobs while I am still working in this company is it can relieve my anxiety to some extent. Maybe I can find some solace in knowing what jobs I can find in the market. But things are not going well. Most people just rejected me directly cuz I have changed jobs too many times in last 2 years. 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Reflecting on a past filled with misfortune, I perceive myself as a consummate failure, a shadow amidst the ruins of my unfulfilled ambitions and dreams that have dissipated. The poem is a solemn testament to my life that seems irrevocably marked by defeat and a profound sense of isolation. In the darkest hour, under life’s ruthless sky, 在人生无情天空下的至暗时刻， I stand alone, where even sh ...</div></div></div><nav id="pagination"><div class="pagination"><span class="page-number current">1</span></div></nav></div><div class="aside-content" id="aside-content"><div class="card-widget card-info"><div class="is-center"><div class="avatar-img"><img src="/img/favicon.png" onerror='this.onerror=null,this.src="/img/friend_404.gif"' alt="avatar"></div><div class="author-info__name">萝卜</div><div class="author-info__description">Hi, I'm luobo, a Java Developer. 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